; ZiLaa, 15.
Fickle-minded & Sensitive person. Dance the passion.
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i just dont know how to put it in words . things are getting worser. i have tried to be strong . the most disappointed part was , u have broken your promises . i thought you are different from other guys out there. in the end , i have just realise your true colours . i just dont know what you really want from me. all the things that you want , i gave it to you . but i only gave you some cause another some of it is seriously a big NO from me . all this while , my love that i gave you is not enough till you want another one ? my ohh my, i've tried my best to give you what i have right now . but , did you cherish it ? maybe im not the type of girl that you're looking for . i told you before , don't ever leave me or break my heart . in the end , see what you have done . youu seem not to care about me that much like a few months ago . you told me , you torn the thing that i gave you before . that is how i feel . but still , i love you . you did say before , you want me so much , but i guess your words is a lie . i dont blame anyone here , but i guess its fated to be like this . hmmmmmm . all the things that is not true , you pushed it to me . isnt it not fair for me ?? just whaaaaaat youu really want my deaaareest ?? all the phone calls with you , i've just realise we often fought just because a small matter . && it really hurts when you talked to me otf like your friend . like this , *@^%$#@!$!&^%$#@!%!&#!*@ . yeaah , like that . wth ? you used to like this song entitled Crush by David Archuleta . You said its all about me . or it the other way round . im the one who should ask you this ? ermmmm . kay nehmind . questions keep running through my mind everyday . sometimes , i just feel tooo wasted to be in love with you . well , what can i say . maybe im in the wrong in some parts . but NONE is in our promises , y'knw . did i ever break your heart ? maybe in the history . i gave you the permisssion to do what you want all this while but you choose to be melebih about it . && yess , you said you regret of doing it in the past time , but you just did it today , wth ? i just dont know what to say anymore . let it be . i know all this while you've been waiting to hear me say the word breaking up , ryte ? well , maybe some of you might be suprise of what happen . thought we're sweet & cute couple . in a relationship , anything can happen . well , what more can i say .

With Love,
zilaa






they are the ones who never fails to make my day when im down . *smooch* Thank-you very much babygirls<333